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FromtheLosAngelesTimesofFebruary11,2012
WhenStuBryantbeganactingrudeandimpulsive,hisfamilywasbaffled.Thentheylearnedhehadfrontotemporaldisease,whichstripsawayself-restraintandtheabilitytodeciphersocialsituations.
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Morethanayearafterthediagnosis,MaureenBryanthadgrownaccustomedtomakingexcusesforherhusband.
WhenStustoodbehindatattooedwomaninlineatPandaExpress,andsaidloudly,"Wow,that'salotoftattoos,"Moesteppedbetweenhimandthewomanandapologized.
Whenherepeatedlywanderedintothehousethatwasbeingbuiltdownthestreet—despitethe"NoTrespassing"signandthefence—sheexplainedtotheownerthathewasjustcurious.
Possiblythemostembarrassingepisodeoccurredwhentheywerecominghomefromdinner,andshedashedintoamini-martatamarinainOxnardtobuymilk.
"Doyouknowthatman?
"theownersaid,seeingStuinthecar."He'sbeenstealingfromme."
Moeremembersbeingbaffled.
Muffinsandcheesecake,theownersaid,showingherphotosfromthestore'svideocamera."ButIcan'tcatchhim.Hedrivesawayinthegolfcarttoofast."
MoeofferedtopayforwhatStuhadtaken."Hehasnocontroloverwhathedoes,"shesaidtopolicewhentheyarrived.
Sometimesshewillsaythathehasabraintumor.It'seasierthansayingfrontotemporaldementiaandhavingtodescribehowthediseasehasstrippedawayhisself-restraint.Stuisnolongerawareofhowtobehaveinthecompanyofothers,andlikeanunknowingchild,willblurtoutthefirstthingthatcomestomindorwillactwithoutconsideringtheconsequences.
Moerealizesthatthisisdifficulttounderstand.Beingrudeordisrespectfulseemslikeadeliberatechoice,andStu,60,hasaquicksmileandaneasylaugh.It'seasyforpeopletowritehimoffasinconsiderateandself-centered.
ThisiswhatMoeandherdaughters,KatyandJessica,didbeforetheydiscoveredhowsickhewas.
OncecalledPick'sdiseaseandnowFTD,frontotemporaldementiahidesitssymptomswell.LikeAlzheimer's,itistheresultofthedegenerationofneuronscausedbyanabnormalaccumulationofproteinsinthebrain.
Inearlystages,Alzheimer'saffectspredominantlythehippocampusintheinnerpartofthebrain,wherememoriesareformed,andFTDaffectsthefrontalandtemporallobes,aboveandbehindtheeyes,wheresocialemotionsareformed.Alzheimer'spatientssenseafuzzinessintheirthinking—awordmisplaced,aconfusionbetweenthepastandpresent—andrealizetheirerrors.MostpatientswithFTDhavenosuchinsightintotheirdisease.
Jessica,22,firstnoticedherfatherbecomingmoreselfishandtemperamentalwhentheylivedinSacramento.Hedoteduponhisdaughtersandwoulddoanythingforthem,butthenthatseemedtostop.WhereonceheletJessicachoosewhattowatchonTV,nowheheldontotheremoteandgotangryifshechangedthechannel.
ThetragedyofFTD,accordingtoMarioMendez,theUCLAneurologisttreatingStu,isitselusivediagnosis.Thepresenceofthediseasecanbeconfirmedonlythroughanautopsy,andMendezreachedhisconclusionaboutStubasedonspecificbehaviorsandbrainscans.
Thediseasebeginswithachangeinpersonalitythat'softenseenasvolitional.Introvertsbecomeextroverts.Once-agreeableemployeesactrude.Formerlyfaithfulspouseshaveaffairs,andwhiletheyacknowledgetheirtransgressions,theyareunabletoappreciatetheimplications.
Someendupinstitutionalizedbecausetheirbehaviorlookslikementalillness.Someareincarceratedwhentheybreakthelaw.AdiagnosisofFTDledtoreducedchargesagainstaNewYorkCityphysicianwhocuthisinitialsintothestomachofapatient,andwhatcouldhavebeenasmanyas25yearsinprisonendedupasfiveyears'probation.
Researchersbelievethatbetween30,000and50,000peopleintheUnitedStateshaveFTD.Thereisnocure,andthediseaseleadstodeath,oftenwithineightyears,eitherfromaccidentsorsecondaryinfections.
WhenStubeganactingdifferentlyin2007,bickeringwithJessica,Moedidn'tthinkanythingofit.SheandStuhadbeenmarriedmorethan25years.Shefiguredrelationshipschange.
Hewasthedreamer,shethepragmaticone.Shewasaconsultantforahealthcarecompany,andhewasaprivategolfcoachandacarsalesman.Buthisrealpassionwascoachingbaseball.AccordingtoJerryWeinstein—whowasheadcoachintheearly1980satSacramentoCityCollege,whereStuworked—Stuwasknownforhiscausticwitanddemandingpractices.Theplayerstrustedhim,Weinsteinsaid.
MoeandStuhadmovedtoSacramentofromLosAngelesin1992.Hisfatherhadjustdied,andhethoughtheshouldbenearhismother.Butadecadelater,whenshewasinher80s,hesuddenlystoppedwantingtoseeher.
WhenMoeaskedwhy,hecouldn'tsay,andafterhismotherdied,hebecamemorewithdrawnandstubborn.TheysawacounseloranddecidedthatleavingSacramentomighthelpthemgetovertheirproblems.
MoefoundarentalinOxnardonthestrandbetweentheharborandtheocean.Withsomanygolfcoursesinthearea,shethought,Stuwouldbeabletofindajobandplayasmuchasheliked.Heworkedforafewmonthsandthenstopped.Theyfought,andoneday,almostayearaftermovingtothebeach,shecamehometofindhimpackingaU-Haul.
HesaidhewasmovingbacktoSacramentoandhadnoexplanationotherthan"becausethisiswhatI'mdoing."Moe,52,stillremembershowemptyhisexpressionwasthatMayafternoonin2010.Familymembersthoughthewashavinganaffair.
Herentedaone-bedroomapartment.Afamilyfriend,EdModeste,visitedhimandfoundtheplacenearlyempty:
aTV,achair,notmuchmore.Sturarelycontactedthefamily.
Divorceseemedinevitable.ThenonenightKaty,26,calledMoeintears.
ShewaslivingintheMontereyareaandhadinvitedherfatherfortheweekend.SheandStuwentonabikerideinthehillsaboveFt.Ord,andhedisappeared,showinguptwohourslater,hardlyconcernedthattheyhadbecomeseparated.ThenextdayattheU.S.OpenatPebbleBeach—herFather'sDaytreatforhim—hecouldn'tstandstillorbequiet,andshethoughtthey'dbekickedout.
Sheinsistedthathermothertakehimtothefamilydoctor;shehadneverseenherfatheractthisway.MoeflewtoSacramento,andafterStuunderwentanMRI,shefeltherlifeshiftingagain.
Stu,thedoctortoldher,isinnopositiontolivebyhimself.Youcaneitherproceedwiththeseparationoryoucansetyourfeelingsasideandtreatthislikeamedicaldisease.
Moewasn'treadytoforgiveStuanymorethanshewaspreparedtobehiscaretakerorhiswidow.Butshecouldn'tleavehimonhisown.
Studidn'tknowthathehadhurthisfamily;hehadlosthiscapacitytocare.Moehadtoexplaintofriendsandfamilywhyshetookhimbackafterhisthree-monthabsence.MosthadneverheardofFTD;somethoughtitaweakexcuseforamid-lifecrisis.
Undertheswayofthedisease,impulsesinStu'sbrainwentunchecked.Helogged30milesonhisbikeinthecourseofthreedailyridesandhebecameagitatedifhedidnotgettothegolfcourseeachday.Hewasinconstantmotion,snappinghisfingersandtappinghistoes.Hesnackedcompulsively,especiallywhenMoewasn'taroundtostophim.
Readingaboutthedisease,MoecameacrossthenameofMarioMendez,aprofessorofneurologyandpsychiatryatUCLAandthedirectoroftheneurobehaviorunitattheWestLosAngelesVeteransAffairshospital.
MendezandJillShapira,anursepractitioner,seeFTDpatientsonWednesdays,andMoemadetheirfirstappointmentforSept.8,2010.MendezandShapirareassuredMoethatwithmedicationsandguidance,Stu'smoreuninhibited,repetitivebehaviorscouldbesuppressed.
MoeandStualsoagreedtotakepartinastudyofthedisease.BecauseFTDmakesempathy,embarrassment,guiltandshameallthemoreconspicuousfortheirabsence,Mendezisinvestigatinghowsocialemotionsariseoutofthephysiologyofthebrain.
MendezandShapirarananumberoftestsonStudesignedtoisolatedifferentpartsofthefrontalandtemporallobes.Somewerewritten;somewereconductedinconversation,andinoneinstance,Stulookedatphotographsofflowers,mountains,roadkillandstarvingchildrenasmonitorscapturedhisskintemperatureandheartrate.
"Whatdoesitmeanthatpeoplewholiveinglasshousesshouldn'tthrowstones?
"MendezaskedStuduringafollow-upappointment.
"You'dbreaktheglass,"Stusaid.
Justasheisincapableofinterpretingthissayingorengaginginabstractthinking,heissimilarlyunabletodeciphersocialsituationsandknowwhyinsultingastrangerwithtattoos,trespassingonprivatepropertyorstealingiswrong.
InNovember,MoeandStuarrivedatUCLAforanotherMRI.Moehopedtoseehowfarthediseasehadprogressed.Stulaydowninsidethehugemachine.Whenthetechnicianaskedifhewantedtolistentomusic,heaskedfortheRollingStones,oneofhisfavoritebands.
"LetItBleed"begantoplay.
TheBryants'livingroomfrontsthedunes.TheChannelIslandsfloatonthehorizon,andabovethegaragehangsasignthatreads"LazyDays."
MoegivesStudailytasks—walkingthedogs,cleaningwindows,feedingthetortoise,vacuuming—tokeephimoccupiedsohewon'twanderinandoutofthehouseorsearchforfoodthatshe'shidden.Shefeignsforgetfulnesswhentheytalk,sohewillexercisehismemory.Sheplansspecialoutings,likeawhale-watchingtripafewweeksago.
TherecentMRI,accordingtoMendez,showedonlyminutechangesinStu'sbrainoverthelastyear,butMoeishardlyreassure