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TheoldhomeIrememberedwasnorintheleastlikethis.Myoldhomewasmuchbetter.Butifyouaskedmetorecallitspeculiarcharmordescribeitsbeauties,Ihadnoclearimpression,nowordstodescribeit.Andnowitseemedthiswasalltherewastoit.ThenIrationalizedthemattertomyself,saying:
Homewasalwayslikethis,andalthoughithasnotimproved,stillitisnotsodepressingasIimagine;
itisonlymymoodthathaschanged,becauseIamcomingbacktothecountrythistimewithnoillusions.
ThistimeIhadcomewiththesoleobjectofsayinggoodbye.Theoldhouseourclanhadlivedinforsomanyyearshadalreadybeensoldtoanotherfamily,andwastochangehandsbeforetheendoftheyear.IhadtohurrytherebeforeNewYear'
sDaytosaygoodbyeforevertothefamiliaroldhouse,andtomovemyfamilytoanotherplacewhereIwasworking,farfrommyoldhometown.
AtdawnontheseconddayIreachedthegatewayofmyhome.Brokenstemsofwitheredgrassontheroof,tremblinginthewind,madeveryclearthereasonwhythisoldhousecouldnotavoidchanginghands.Severalbranchesofourclanhadprobablyalreadymovedaway,soitwasunusuallyquiet.BythetimeIreachedthehousemymotherwasalreadyatthedoortowelcomeme,andmyeight-year-oldnephew,Hung-erh,rushedoutafterher.
Thoughmotherwasdelighted,shewasalsotryingtohideacertainfeelingofsadness.Shetoldmetositdownandrestandhavesometea,lettingtheremovalwaitforthetimebeing.Hung-erh,whohadneverseenmebefore,stoodwatchingmeatadistance.
Butfinallywehadtotalkabouttheremoval.Isaidthatroomshadalreadybeenrentedelsewhere,andIhadboughtalittlefurniture;
inadditionitwouldbenecessarytosellallthefurnitureinthehouseinordertobuymorethings.Motheragreed,sayingthattheluggagewasnearlyallpacked,andabouthalfthefurniturethatcouldnoteasilybemovedhadalreadybeensold.Onlyitwasdifficulttogetpeopletopayup.
"
Youmustrestforadayortwo,andcallonourrelatives,andthenwecango,"
saidmother.
Yes."
ThenthereisJun-tu.Eachtimehecomesherehealwaysasksafteryou,andwantsverymuchtoseeyouagain.Itoldhimtheprobabledateofyourreturnhome,andhemaybecominganytime."
Atthispointastrangepicturesuddenlyflashedintomymind:
agoldenmoonsuspendedinadeepblueskyandbeneathittheseashore,plantedasfarastheeyecouldseewithjade-greenwatermelons,whileintheirmidstaboyofelevenortwelve,wearingasilverneckletandgraspingasteelpitchforkinhishand,wasthrustingwithallhismightatazhawhichdodgedtheblowandescapedbetweenhislegs.
ThisboywasJun-tu.WhenIfirstmethimhewasjustoverten—thatwasthirtyyearsago,andatthattimemyfatherwasstillaliveandthefamilywelloff,soIwasreallyaspoiltchild.Thatyearitwasourfamily'
sturntotakechargeofabigancestralsacrifice,whichcameroundonlyonceinthirtyyears,andhencewasanimportantone.Inthefirstmonththeancestralimageswerepresentedandofferingsmade,andsincethesacrificialvesselswereveryfineandtherewassuchacrowdofworshippers,itwasnecessarytoguardagainsttheft.Ourfamilyhadonlyonepart-timelabourer.(Inourdistrictwedividelabourersintothreeclasses:
thosewhoworkalltheyearforonefamilyarecalledfull-timers;
thosewhoarehiredbythedayarecalleddailies;
andthosewhofarmtheirownlandandonlyworkforonefamilyatNewYear,duringfestivalsorwhenrentsarebeingcollectedarecalledpart-timers.)Andsincetherewassomuchtobedone,hetoldmyfatherthathewouldsendforhissonJun-tutolookafterthesacrificialvessels.
WhenmyfathergavehisconsentIwasoverjoyed,becauseIhadlongsinceheardofJun-tuandknewthathewasaboutmyownage,bornintheintercalarymonth,andwhenhishoroscopewastolditwasfoundthatofthefiveelementsthatofearthwaslacking,sohisfathercalledhimJun-tu(IntercalaryEarth).Hecouldsettrapsandcatchsmallbirds.
IlookedforwardeverydaytoNewYear,forNewYearwouldbringJun-tu.Atlast,whentheendoftheyearcame,onedaymothertoldmethatJun-tuhadcome,andIflewtoseehim.Hewasstandinginthekitchen.Hehada
round,crimsonfaceandworeasmallfeltcaponhisheadandagleamingsilverneckletroundhisneck,showingthathisfatherdotedonhimand,fearinghemightdie,hadmadeapledgewiththegodsandbuddhas,usingtheneckletasatalisman.Hewasveryshy,andIwastheonlypersonhewasnotafraidof.Whentherewasnooneelsethere,hewouldtalkwithme,soinafewhourswewerefastfriends.
Idon'
tknowwhatwetalkedofthen,butIrememberthatJun-tuwasinhighspirits,sayingthatsincehehadcometotownhehadseenmanynewthings.
ThenextdayIwantedhimtocatchbirds.
Can'
tbedone,"
hesaid."
It'
sonlypossibleafteraheavysnowfall.Onoursands,afteritsnows,Isweepclearapatchofground,propupabigthreshingbasketwithashortstick,andscatterhusksofgrainbeneath.Whenthebirdscometheretoeat,Itugastringtiedtothestick,andthebirdsarecaughtinthebasket.Thereareallkinds:
wildpheasants,.woodcocks,wood-pigeons,'
blue-backs'
."
AccordinglyIlookedforwardveryeagerlytosnow.
Justnowitistoocold,"
saidJun-tuanothertime,"
butyoumustcometoourplaceinsummer.Inthedaytimewe'
llgototheseashoretolookforshells,therearegreenonesandredones,besides'
scare-devil'
shellsand'
buddha'
shands.'
IntheeveningwhendadandIgotoseetothewatermelons,youshallcometoo."
Isittolookoutforthieves?
No.Ifpassers-byarethirstyandpickawatermelon,folkdownourwaydon'
tconsideritasstealing.Whatwehavetolookoutforarebadgers,hedgehogsandzha.Whenunderthemoonlightyouhearthecrunchingsoundmadebythezhawhenitbitesthemelons,thenyoutakeyourpitchforkandcreepstealthilyover."
Ihadnoideathenwhatthisthingcalledzhawas—andIamnotmuchclearernowforthatmatter—butsomehowIfeltitwassomethinglikeasmalldog,andveryfierce.
Don'
ttheybitepeople?
Youhaveapitchfork.Yougoacross,andwhenyouseeityoustrike.It'
saverycunningcreatureandwillrushtowardsyouandgetawaybetweenyourlegs.Itsfurisasslipperyasoil."
Ihadneverknownthatallthesestrangethingsexisted:
attheseashoretherewereshellsallcoloursoftherainbow;
watermelonswereexposedto
suchdanger,yetallIhadknownofthembeforewasthattheyweresoldinthegreengrocer'
s.
Onourshore,whenthetidecomesin,therearelotsofjumpingfish,eachwithtwolegslikeafrog."
Jun-tu'
smindwasatreasure-houseofsuchstrangelore,allofitoutsidethekenofmyformerfriends.Theywereignorantofallthesethingsand,whileJun-tulivedbythesea,theylikemecouldseeonlythefourcornersoftheskyabovethehighcourtyardwall.
Unfortunately,amonthafterNewYearJun-tuhadtogohome.Iburstintoteatsandhetookrefugeinthekitchen,cryingandrefusingtocomeout,untilfinallyhisfathercarriedhimoff.Laterhesentmebyhisfatherapacketofshellsandafewverybeautifulfeathers,andIsenthimpresentsonceortwice,butweneversaweachotheragain.
Nowthatmymothermentionedhim,thischildhoodmemorysprangintolifelikeaflashoflightning,andIseemedtoseemybeautifuloldhome.SoIanswered:
Fine!
Andhe—howishe?
He'
snotatallwelloffeither,"
saidmother.Andthen,lookingoutofthedoor:
"
Herecomethosepeopleagain.Theysaytheywanttobuyourfurniture;
butactuallytheyjustwanttoseewhattheycanpickup.Imustgoandwatchthem."
Motherstoodupandwentout.Thevoicesofseveralwomencouldheheardoutside.IcalledHung-erhtomeandstartedtalkingtohim,askinghimwhetherhecouldwrite,andwhetherhewouldbegladtoleave.
Shallwebegoingbytrain?
Yes,weshallgobytrain."
Andboat?
Weshalltakeaboatfirst."
Oh!
Likethis!
Withsuchalongmoustache!
Astrangeshrillvoicesuddenlyrangout.
Ilookedupwithastart,andsawawomanofaboutfiftywithprominentcheekbonesandthinlips.Withherhandsonherhips,notwearingaskirtbutwithhertrouseredlegsapart,shestoodinfrontofmejustlikethecompassinaboxofgeometricalinstruments.
Iwasflabbergasted.
tyouknowme?
Why,Ihaveheldyouinmyarms!
Ifeltevenmoreflabbergasted.Fortunatelymymothercameinjustthenandsaid:
Hehasbeenawaysolong,youmustexcusehimforforgetting.Youshouldremember,"
shesaidtome,"
thisisMrs.Yangfromacrosstheroad...
.Shehasabeancurdshop."
Then,tobesure,Iremembered.WhenIwasachildtherewasaMrs.Yangwhousedtositnearlyalldaylonginthebeancurdshopacrosstheroad,andeverybodyusedtocallherBeancurdBeauty.Sheusedtopowderherself,andhercheekboneswerenotsoprominentthennorherlipssothin;
moreoversheremainedseatedallthetime,sothatIhadnevernoticedthisresemblancetoacompass.Inthosedayspeoplesaidthat,thanksto